Tuesday, February 24, 2009
you know i feel tempted right now to just... do a 180 degree turnabout and change my entire self.
Be the bad girl. Lose whatever i have to lose. Fail a test (oh the horror). No wait, even better... fail ALL my tests, make a bastard, smoke, drink, do drugs, get tatoos all over, pierce my body on every pierce-able surface, dye my hair, become an anorexic, become a bulimic, wear high heels, wear a tonne of makeup, wear dresses that make you think, 'and i thought marilyn monroe was bad enough', be brazen, and just... change. Change from being me into that someone else.
Silly temptations. Truth be its the first time i've ever felt this way.
Then again, i can imagine myself 30 years from now being the exact same me. Plain old me. Almost like i've been mummified.
'Mummification was seen as a miracle. A direct intervention from God.' I'm not sure i agree.
posted @ 1:39 AM
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